from Kissing Nests
Werner Lutz
It doesn't help but still
I have to dwell on futile things
how it might be how it would be
if the roots
of an ancient oak would grow
through the chambers of my heart
with their narcotic juices
their poison and their
wisdom of the evergreen
I always sleep badly in March
I go to lie under silk paper
and the perfume of distant foreign yearning
lets me breathe quicker
the hours turn
their seductive rounds
and what I think on these nights
is similar to the buds in March
too early too early
too reckless to be viable
Once in summer
when green tendernesses
slept in half shadows
once in autumn
when the pear trees deepened themselves
into their own embers
once in winter
when snow gusts
blanketed the standstill
once in spring
when someone waved goodbye
on a street corner
something black was blooming
on the black briar tree
Like a curse
this evening arrives
over the Rhine
the towers sink
in the muddy light
the sandstone towers
winding staircase towers
the towers
of the forgiving prayers
the cottonwood on the shore
woven with ghosts
made of pleading
begging sounds
the lips taste
like a foreign voice
I have to dwell on futile things
how it might be how it would be
if the roots
of an ancient oak would grow
through the chambers of my heart
with their narcotic juices
their poison and their
wisdom of the evergreen
I always sleep badly in March
I go to lie under silk paper
and the perfume of distant foreign yearning
lets me breathe quicker
the hours turn
their seductive rounds
and what I think on these nights
is similar to the buds in March
too early too early
too reckless to be viable
Once in summer
when green tendernesses
slept in half shadows
once in autumn
when the pear trees deepened themselves
into their own embers
once in winter
when snow gusts
blanketed the standstill
once in spring
when someone waved goodbye
on a street corner
something black was blooming
on the black briar tree
Like a curse
this evening arrives
over the Rhine
the towers sink
in the muddy light
the sandstone towers
winding staircase towers
the towers
of the forgiving prayers
the cottonwood on the shore
woven with ghosts
made of pleading
begging sounds
the lips taste
like a foreign voice
translated from the German by Marc Vincenz