Now These Objects Will Move by Themselves
Hsia Yü
Every time you get to thinking this time doesn't count
Every time you come to feel this one now isn't real
The air is shot with the sound of silk ripping
You run inside as fast you are able to
Hide yourself
Peeking through a crack
Softly say: "Next time, OK."
Just as everything begins to happen you become conscious
Your consciousness is taking the happening
Out of what's happening
But for that one day someday you are able to say:
"Well, actually . . ."
Or maybe
"Once . . ."
Every time you find yourself earnestly believing:
"Next time will count far more than this time."
Which is strictly speaking
The next time of the next time
Or the next time preparing to rush out
You shout:
"Doesn't count!"
Just as you think of making these objects move by themselves
On account of the fact you're beginning to fidget
Sure enough it all begins to happen
And so we see
A chair moving towards us all by itself
"Still doesn't count."
You say ever so languidly:
"Even that doesn't count doesn't count."
Every time you come to feel this one now isn't real
The air is shot with the sound of silk ripping
You run inside as fast you are able to
Hide yourself
Peeking through a crack
Softly say: "Next time, OK."
Just as everything begins to happen you become conscious
Your consciousness is taking the happening
Out of what's happening
But for that one day someday you are able to say:
"Well, actually . . ."
Or maybe
"Once . . ."
Every time you find yourself earnestly believing:
"Next time will count far more than this time."
Which is strictly speaking
The next time of the next time
Or the next time preparing to rush out
You shout:
"Doesn't count!"
Just as you think of making these objects move by themselves
On account of the fact you're beginning to fidget
Sure enough it all begins to happen
And so we see
A chair moving towards us all by itself
"Still doesn't count."
You say ever so languidly:
"Even that doesn't count doesn't count."
translated from the Chinese by Steve Bradbury