Four Poems

Bruna Beber

From Litany



2.

I planted a guava tree
in the bathroom
and the cicada came
to live with me

Since then, I wear spectacles
in the bath, a feeling
of moist melancholy
which I enjoy

But don’t love, love is what I see
spreading, breaking out and sprouting
from the cicada’s belly
a partnership:

The chant
is ancestral, acquired
sometimes I request a song
she doesn’t have ears

Her bulging frog eye
is explosive
and mine swollen
from crying for no reason

I’m satisfied,
but should expect
nothing, it’s like raising
a mermaid.



23.

There was this day that looked very much like one of those days when
[it’s going to rain
I went into a house and said if it gets windy now then I’ll live here
it flowered; now it’s near there that I like going walking
and by no coincidence there’s a corner
with four buildings: a warehouse
a gas station a townhouse and a tower block
ugly because it’s narrow and also tiled which helps
push a current of grieving wind from
pendulum to pendulum, then, more alive; silence here is not a salute
but rather a particular variety making things appear perplexing
and within the time of a few seconds at intervals everything
[is happily stationary
except for the dogs and the children and the leaves everything else is wearing
[some kind of leash
age being one of them; I only walk through these streets because
[the leaves follow me
as I wander (one of them got stuck to a stick, another to a lamppost)
and whenever something like that, which appears not to exist but which does
[exist, reveals itself, I say hello.



37.

The fire turns
to fire and the fire
becomes more fire
a lot of fire

Until it becomes
ash and the ash
a pile of ash
a lot of ash becomes

Earth and the earth
under the earth
there’s more earth
it doesn’t end until

The sheet of water
appears
flowing
existing and under

This water perhaps more
water and after that more
earth and the earth
catches fire on its own

I don’t feel short of breath
a great friend is the wind
lighting fire spreading earth
putting us to sleep.



From Bakery street



watering the plants

everything sounds like the sea
floor polisher styrofoam car
in motion aerosol
sneeze pistol coin

roof tile bombardment cigarette
burning sink gradient
cramp insect monk
your neighbor the future

there’s the sound of the sea
in the t-shirt in the frame
sandal airport cage
pan cave drink

kiss and library
too a songbird bubble
gum above all
a winged dinosaur

there’s sea of every kind
of sound and inside
every sea a drain
blocked up with hair.

translated from the Portuguese by Sarah Rebecca Kersley